5.11.05

rambing... rambling... and more of the same

yeah, i pretty much have nothing worthwhile to say, so i'm not sure why i'm posting again today.

Kyle's roommate went to the hospital today, and just got back. he looks like shit. wonder what's shaking with him. he's not a very nice person (have i mentioned Will before? that's who i'm talking about now), but being sick is no fun. who knows.

i miss my dad. for some reason, i just thought of how he always made me feel better when i was feeling sick at home. i'll talk to him tomorrow, though, so no worries. sounds like the Paul McCartney concert was quite the event, though. White Trash Limo Ride from Hell and all. hahahahaha

alrighty, i'm gonna go rejoin the group down in James' room. somebody's playing guitar. cheers!

what the fuck is wrong with me?!?!

wow

so, i went to sleep at around 4 am this morning, and (with the exception of a short jax run) slept until 5.30 this evening. i'm so fucked for sleep tonight.

reading Man's Search for Meaning. it seems like it's going to be interesting, but my hunger is a bigger need than this book, so i'm not sure what i just read. i think i'll raid my roomie's side of the room.... no, can't, i'd feel bad for not having asked first. damn my parents and their effective rearing techniques.

Kyle has finally decided to end my Star Wars ignorance: last weekend we watched Episode I, and last night was Episode II. Various people aren't happy that he chose to educate me in chronological order instead of 4, 5, 6, and then 1, 2, and 3 like the rest of the world saw them, and i'm beginning to wonder if i should've seen them that way, but he's got a plan, and Episode III, so that's what's on the plate for tonight. if we ever finish our homework.

fuck it, i'm hungry, i'm gonna go kick Meagan up and see if she wants to go grab some food with a mussed up bedhead. cheers!

squaking... how i hate it. more than snorting.

2.11.05

much better!

yes, today was much better. for one, i woke up and discovered Kyle had slept over. i don't remember him coming into the room or flopping down next to me, but that was pretty nifty.

i then got to go back to sleep after he left and get another hour or so of much-wanted rest. went to spanish, came back, and slept more... got up, went to math, then can you guess what i did? no, sadly, it wasn't sleep. although for some reason, i'm still tired... i can't even imagine how tired Kyle must be! ten million music classes, PACURH, IRC, homework for said millions of classes... in-fucking-credible.

later i'm going to the movies with Leah and Meagan... i really should be studying for my Spanish test, but you know what? I already did. for an hour. and that's more than i study for most tests, so there! i want to go watch "North Country," dammit! i don't even know if that's the real name of the movie, but it sounds pretty good, so there again.

and tomorrow i get to go to Spanish, Crim, and CORE... honestly, if it wasn't for the slight boost i get from photocopying my notes for the ACCESS center, i would probably just fall down and not move between Crim and CORE. next semester i'm going to try my damndest to not have three classes back to back to back without any sort of meal break in between.

and now that i've spewed out the contents of my mind, i think i shall go study a bit more for my Spanish test, then go bother Meagan until it's time to go a'movie-ing. cheers!

goodness how i love that beautiful boy of mine

1.11.05

gah!

ok, so today fucking sucked. various factors. i'll just leave it at that it fucking sucked.

however, i did get to take a bit of a much-needed nap, so yay. it really was a crap nap, but it was still nice to be able to slow down enough to lay down and sort-of conk out.

man, i filleted the pad of my left thumb, and typing is a bitch. i think i'm going to either figure out how to do this differently, or give up... ok, i'll just use my right thumb to hit the space. woohoo for being slow enough to have to think that one through.

oh! i wrote a paper called "Procrastination: I'll Come Up With a Better Title Later". It rocked! Or at least, i hope it did- i don't honestly remember what i wrote, so who knows. the title was good. especially for a 3 am job.

i went trick-or-treating last night, and now have WAAAAY too much candy sitting in my room, slowly but surely making its way to my poor stomach.... mmmmm.... so good.

my computer is kind of screwy these past few days. it tries to play a sound, any sound, and it skips and clicks during its pathetic attempt. i almost weep for it, but have no idea what to do for it, so basically i'm going to hope it fixes itself (which it probably won't), or ask Kyle to fix it for me. James thinks it's the sound card fucking up, but like hell do i know what that means... general concensus is that the noises my computer makes (especially when operating iTunes, for some odd reason) is not good.

i've tried reinstalling several different programs, mixing with the various settings in a couple of programs, and even going into the control panel and dicking with the hardware itself... fuck, Kyle is off doing something, maybe I could cart this poor piece of machinery over to Jason's or James's, because it's driving me crazy! "Megalomaniac" does NOT pause before "step down!" and GAH!!!!! hence the title of this post.

let's see, what else is going on around here... it rained today, and it wasn't a good kind of rain. it was at first, but then became the kind that saps your energy and makes you feel like a sludgy sleep-deprived pile of numb. no good. you know what i mean, right? anybody who's lived in Oregon has a good chance of knowing the rain of which i speak.

even though it's only 10.30, i think i may go to sleep... it won't be anything quality, but it'll waste the time until i have to go Spanish tomorrow at 11am. woohoo. not.

i wonder if i'll get to see him again tonight... i need a hug, and possibly a good cry...

yay for pirates!

My pirate name is:

Bloody Morgan Roberts





Every pirate lives for something different. For some, it's the open sea. For others (the masochists), it's the food. For you, it's definitely the fighting. Two things complete your pirate persona: style and swagger. Maybe a little too much swagger sometimes -- but who really cares? Arr!
Get your own pirate name from fidius.org.

ah, this entertains me greatly. although the fact that the pirate flag didn't appear correctly annoyed my a bit, so i had to remove it and recenter the text... just imagine a pirate flag, would you? it'd be just to the left of the explanation of my "pirate name"... Arrrr!

alright, time to go write a paper... cheers!

by three, he says... i'll watch the clock, says i...

30.10.05

Rocky Horror Goodness!

Rocky Horror Picture Show... oh man, it was so fucking beautiful! here, look:

that's Sara and I looking sexy... here's one of Kyle and I molesting our more conservative friend John (conservative by comparison):


isn't Kyle a cute submissive? hehehe... i'll probably pay for that comment, but you know what? it's true. and don't miss the duck-taped nipples now. apparently there's some sort of school code that says "no individual, male or female, shall show their nipples at a school function." go figure. and no, his hand is not on my nunga, although i realise it does appear that way.

besides that, not much has been happening... i've been putting off writing a paper on procrastination (i kid you not), and still need to find me a vest for my pirate costume... oh yeah, and dye my skirt. woohoo. not. probably after math tomorrow. scratch that- DEFINITELY after math tomorrow. the paper, however... i'll probably write it between Spanish and Math. should write itself.

and for now, i am going to go brush my teeth. cheers!

six times in twelve hours... that is incredible.